Yep! I do have a couple people in my life that I’ve struggled with for the past few years because I can’t seem to let go of my hurt or anger I have for them or myself for not seeing the obvious about people. .
In the past couple days, I’ve seen 2 of those people. One I kinda just let go of it all when I saw him. It was like being disarmed. The other I saw yesterday and I really struggle with this one. I want to share why I keep this hurt and anger but I would never forgive myself for sharing something this personal. It would disrupt my life and the people I love and I really need to just let it all go and forget or forgive anyway. So, sorry I can’t throw this one out there but trust me I’m not keeping the resentment for nothing. Letting go! Letting go! Letting go! Feeling better. Okay. Baby steps! Letting go!
I am so grateful for these amazing things I’ve learned and all those I have been able to be with over the years. Even the difficult people and times I would never replace. That road has brought me to where I am. Come on! Let GO! Advice on how to do this? I quit smoking, drinking, drugging, all kinds of stuff. If I can run 6 minute miles I can forgive. I mean right?
Ok, I put it out there. Time to let go and forgive. I am wanting to forgive. Its time.
Thanks for listening.